Oct 222015
 

I am a transfeminist, because transgender women are women.

I have viewed myself as a girl at a very early age. I was told that I am wrong that I was born a boy. I had to hide who I was. I believed the stories that were told to me that if I did accept that I was a women society would never accept me. I would be viewed as a freak and not be able to find a job.


In my early 20s I came out as bisexual, but soon after came out as a gay man. I rejected calling myself gay because I believed that meant I hated women. I learned this was not true when I befriended some gay men.

Coming out as a gay man did not help with my depression. There was suicide attempts and a self loathing. I knew something had to be done and I finally made the very hard decision to not only come out as a straight transgender woman but to begin the process of transitioning. It was the most difficult decision I ever made in my life but also the most rewarding.

As a transwoman, I have a unique perspective on society’s gender policing: girls do this and boys do that. I didn’t want for society to see me as a boy. I wanted society to see me as a girl. It was – and still is – to get society to use the correct pronouns when talking to me. I experience emotional violence and disrespect when some view me as the correct gender but eventually learn that I’m a transgender woman and they believe I am trying to fool them.

I am a transfeminist because I don’t want to see other women like me go through the same struggles that I have gone through.

  • Janl Cooper

    We miss you on the W&G forum of BGG

    We hope that you are well.
    If you would like to contact someone, I am mom4rmhell @gmail.com, mom4rmhell on BGG and mom4rmhell in general m2f’95 and don’t want you to feel alone…

  • Janl Cooper

    We miss you on the W&G forum of BGG

    We hope that you are well.
    If you would like to contact someone, I am mom4rmhell @gmail.com, mom4rmhell on BGG and mom4rmhell in general m2f’95 and don’t want you to feel alone…

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